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Tuesday, October 20th, 2009
5:33 pm	Experimenting with direct picture sharing... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 19th, 2008
12:39 am	....Man. o__0;; looking back over that post I just...er, posted and that's a whole load of CAPS going on there. My apologies to your eyeballs. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 18th, 2008
11:59 pm	Apparantly, I am not 'Me' anymore. It's unfortunate that this journal only realy gets used to get stuff off of my chest...makes me sound all rant-y. o_0 But, I guess....this is really what it's here for. Right. Well, I've had a pretty shit past few weeks, culminating in The Week Of Uber Shit this week. Nearly 3 weeks ago I had my wallet stolen. Inside was my bank cards (1 account card and 2 credit cards), my driving liscence, over £40 in cash, store cards and suchlike plus a cheque for my monthly wages. All gone. Which was a really stressful thing to have happened, especially as at the time I was supposed to be paying out a lot of money for various things, mostly online, and then was unable to because I had no cards to do so. Plus I really LIKED that wallet. Needless to say, I did all the right things. I cancelled the cheque and phoned the banks and put a stop on all my cards, reported the crime to the police etc all on the very SAME DAY. That was nearly 3 weeks ago. I found out, whilst trying to pay off a credit card bill on Tuesday, that I am now a victim of Identity Theft. The bastards totally DRAINED my bank account and took me upto and BEYOND the overdraft limit (I had all my savings for Japan in there! They took literally THOUSANDS) and maxed out my credit cards. They stole my name, telephone number and address. Even though HSBC was supposedly helping me and keeping an eye on my now-frozen account, I only found out TODAY, by having to phone up the London frauds office and ASK specifically, that they even applied for a massive loan in my name. The bloke on the end of the phone supposedly dealing with my case said, blandly, "Oh, was that not you then?" Well obviously NOT, fucktard! If I hadnt PHONED and ASKED, the bastards would be putting me even FURTHER in debt! This has all come at a really bad time too. I mean, for this kind of thing ANY time is a bad time. It makes you feel...indescribable. Almost violated, I'd say. But for it to happen when we're supposed to be going to Amecon and then JAPAN in around 4 weeks is just ridiculous. I might not even have my money back in time. Needless to say, I have NO FAITH at all in my bank now, as everything that has happened is THEIR FAULT. Once a customer has reported their cards stolen and put a stop on them, dont you think they'd perhaps see thousands of pounds coming out of my account and think it was a little odd? Shouldnt they just, like, FREEZE the account in the first place so that it doesnt happen??!! After avoiding it for so long and building up trust, I've also lost any faith I may have had in internet banking. Somehow, no matter how much something claims to be 'safe', there are and will always be cunning shits out there who can work the system. What with the stress of work, the extra long school term wearing everyone down to the living dead, health problems culminating in a nasty hospital visit and lots of general LITTLE niggly problems that all just add to your stress levels......it's been pretty pants. *sighs* I have one week left of work before Summer holidays. It's gonna be a marathon week! It must sound like I'm making a big fuss over nothing when it comes to work, because, wow, I get holidays! So stop complaining, yeah? But seriously....there's a damn good REASON why there are holidays between terms. X__X *ded* On the plus side, I've discovered that I DON'T have a tumor or anything else lumpy-and-unwanted inside me. Good. *phew* Cos seriously, that would've just tipped me over the edge and caused me to go on a killing spree or something. XD SPOON! DEATH BY SPOON! ...Ah. I've just been told that my ex-teacher who has cancer, I said about before, has a maximum of 3 weeks left to live. That puts everything into perspective, huh? *facepalm* >_ (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 4th, 2008
11:50 pm	10 Things I Hate About You Buses, and other interesting tales My luck with buses has never been all that great. I decided that I would make a list of all the odd, irritating and downright CRAP things that have happened to me whilst trying to get home by bus; 1. Buses leaving EARLY or simply not turning up. This happens a lot. 2. At the first sign of snow, all buses are canceled. I was once stuck in town with the onset of stomach flu, stood in the snow on a bus stop for 3 hours. I had to walk home. It took a further 2 and a half hours to get halfway home through the snow, throwing up along the way. 3. Bus drivers who dont know where they're supposed to be going. I get on the bus, ask for a single to my road. Bus driver tells me he doesnt go that way. ¬_¬ After a long argument we discover that he was, in fact, going in the opposite direction and had just gone down the wrong road by accident. 4. The 54A is supposed to go right down Charlton Road to my closest bus stop. Quite frequently....it doesnt bother and flies straight past. 5. It's quite late at night. It's dark. My bus skips my road entirely and is about to head off in the opposite direction. I collar him and ask why the hell he skipped my road. Apparantly, he was told on the radio not to go down that road because a group of chavs were throwing bricks at buses. So sending a lone girl down that road by foot is OKAY, then? >_<;; 6. Daffy bus driver goes completely the wrong direction at a roundabout. She realises her mistake and attempts a three point turn. In a double decker bus. In the middle of fuckin' SOUTHMEAD. =__=;; 7. More than once, my bus has sopped at the local chippy, barely a few yards from my bus stop. "Wont be a moment love," they always say, "Just getting my dinner." Engine and all lights are switched off and Im left alone on a dark bus, minutes away from home. =__= *sigh* 8. Bus (which is already REALLY late, well over half an hour) pulls up to the stop and changes driver. I wait patiently till the bus starts back up again....and it pulls away, leaving me behind and bewildered. o____0;;; Am I invisible now? 9. Bus drivers that clearly werent warned about roadworks going on. Along the usual route it's suddenly discovered that a road is closed, so the driver turns around and heads back to the depot without telling anyone what he's doing. Cue the sort of panic only caused when you realise that you've paid for ticket into town, but you're going straight back home. O_O;; 10. Not In Service. ....Fuck off. Seriously. I don't know where Not In Service is but DAMN I wanna live there. Seems like they have such a reliably frequent service! >__<;;;;; LOL I'm not in a bad mood really, I swear! I just wanted to start this little list to see if I'm the only one to experience all these delightful mishaps. XDD 3 weeks till the end of term, baby! Hell yeah! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 31st, 2008
10:40 pm	Kimi wa, dare da? Boku wa Lambo~ Meme stolen from Ino_Renji, Zaros and Digi. Because I'm killing time waiting for an eBay auction to end. X3 *Fingers crossed* 1 - Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band. 2 - Go to Random quotations: http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3 The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album. If you want to do this again, you'll hit refresh to generate new quotes, because clicking the quotes link again will just give you the same quotes over and over again. 3 - Go to flickr's "explore the last seven days" http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/ Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover. Put it all together, that's your debut album. Here's mine. Like the band Name and title, but the picture? Blah. Plus had to draw the writing on using my laptop touchpad. XD SO proffesional, ne? RIGHT finally an update! ^__^ London was SO much fun, I truly had a blast! EXPO was absoloutly rammed this year...it was a little too hot and stressful, but overall a grand time was had by all, and more people equals more cosplayers. ^_^V Was nice to branch off into little groups and also to meet people from the Ame forums. I BOUGHT A REMOTE CONTROL HARO! <3 I thought that it would be the begining and end of my expensive purchases, but oh no...I caved in and bought figures in Orbital that I had been drooling over. ^_^;;; My bad. I'm addicted though. o_0 I've been internet shopping for companion pieces. (Hence why I'm waiting for eBay auctions!) My bad. T^T My cosplay list just keeps on expanding. o_0;; I dont think there are enough events to contain them all. Oh Lord of Cosplays, please send me some soloution, perhaps in the form of offhand events or conventions. ^__^b *Ever hopefull* It's gonna be quite a comedown, the time between now and August. *sigh* OH it was Lambos birthday on the 28th apparantly. Do I get presents? Lambo wants gifts!! T__T ....Dammit, the problem with having an inner Lambo AND Gokudera is the fact that the latter keeps beating the former up. If Lambo were to receive a gift, i'm pretty sure Gokudera would stamp on it...T_T WAH! Gokudera! Oh my gosh. *_* I swear, the person that created Reborn must know me personally. I always liked Gokudera from the start; he's a grumpy, chain smoking delinquent with a potty mouth but a heart of gold. He's intellegent but oddly innocent, loyal and headstrong but with underlying self-confidence issues...and I LOVE him to bits. =^_^= And then what do they do? They go and give him the 'megane treatment' and a friggin' CAT! All in one panel!!! *____* I'm pretty certain he was MADE for me! XD LOL! (I SO want to make a Uri for my cosplay now. T_T But I'm pretty sure Varia arc Gokkun with a kitty on his shoulder would just look plain wierd, no matter what kind of '10 year bazooka' excuse I come up with. XD) I was at work yesterday when I fainted in a cupboard. o_0;; Hmm. But at least I got paid for the rest of the time I wasnt there! XD Pay day, baby. And it's all going to figures and shizzle. ^__^;; Eh heh. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 4th, 2008
12:49 am	Swiped from Ino, because I was jealous that she got Viral and wanted him too! XDD Lol!! Which Gurren Lagann man are you? Which Gurren Lagann man are you?>> SIMON: creative genius cutieThose baby face of yours are caused by your youthful spirit and heart. You have the most interesting timeline among others, because your experience & personality are progressive. You started out as a newbie others under-estimated upon, but as you grew - you proved them wrong as a "zero to hero". Improvisation & being calm in coming up for ideas or solutions are your strenght. You are the most creative and wise person around. Although you are highly talented and skillful, but you are still extremely humble & do not believe you're the best. In critical times and complex situations, you can get paranoid & pessimist. However, if you remember the people you love & the motivations you have - you will stand tall, strong & intelligent to overcome & fight your obstacles. Though behind your smile & contentness buries such tragic or melancholicness that you never complain or spread about. It is encouraged for you to channel it out once in a while. Little do you realize that others admire you for who you are & you even bring happiness & protection to those around you. Learn to love yourself more & hold on to your goals instead of letting them go in the end because you deserve the best in life!your theme songs: If Everyone Cared - Nickelback, Take On Me - Aha, Don't Dream It's Over - Crowded House Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code ....Oh well. It's not Viral, but it's oddly accurate in places. o_0;; I R Shimon~! Life...ahh, life. Cosplays have been coming along veeery slowly, due to the state of the house at them moment. Seems like one job leads to another which keads to another; we've gone from having a new back-boiler installed to having a complete home-makeover it seems. o_0;; So yes, slow progress on cosplays, but I'm getting there gradually. Seems like a new character is added to The List way to frequently to keep up, though. XD I'm worried about my cat. She's not been eating properly for months now, and shes getting so skinny. I kind of want to take het to the vet just in case there's something wrong, but I know how stressed that makes her. It wsa really upseeting the last time she went to the vet and I dont ever want to put her through that again. She's about 17 years old now! o_0 Thats pretty old for a cat. I guess....I'm just really scared that she's...well. I'm just bracing myself against the worst that could ahppen. I dont know what I'd be like when she does go. It may sound stupid, but I dont think I could stand it. Just thinking about gets me all worked up and upset.....so I'll stop thinking about it! ^__^V Work is...oddly okay right now. o_0;; I'm ALMOST content. Almost. The woman I work with who makes my life hell has calmed recently, so I really hope that remains. *fingers crossed* There have been so many times where I was literally ready to just grab my bag and leave, but right now I dont feel that way. ^_^ I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK TO LONDON AND USE THE PRINT CLUB! XD Some time, I'd like to get kitted out in some form of Shinjuku-stylee gear and have a group of us use it dressed like that. X3 That'd be great fun! But for the next tim we use it (over the Expo weekend) I will either be a Host, a Meister or a Mafiosa. XDD *laughs* (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 18th, 2008
1:06 am	1) What side of the heart do you draw first? Left 2) Can you swim without plugging your nose? No, I'm not a strong swimmer. Splash me and you die! D:< 3) What kind of cell phone do you own? Sony Ericson (spelling, gah) K800...I think. o_0 4) What is your blood-type? AB (I think the Japanese blood group personalities thing is oddly accurate, most of the time....o_0 ) 5) Where would you go to live for the rest of your life if you could? To be perfectly honest, I would be happy just have my own place in Bristol, nearer the centre. However, there are several places that I'd like to live for SOME period of time in my life, just not for the entire REST of it. London, NY and Japan would be awesome. 6) How do you feel about carrots? Hungry. X3 Mmm, carrots. 7) How many chairs are at the dining room table? 3. 8) What color are your socks? Black with white skulls up to the knee 9) What's your favorite colors? That's always a tricky question. Red, I guess... 10) How many windows are in your room? 1. Matchbox room. 11) Do you have aim, yahoo, msn, etc? I have msn and Yahoo, but never use the latter. 12) Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart? Yes. ¬_¬ Now I have to hum a different tune to blot it out. 13) Do you have any pets? My cat, Lucky. =3 She's a neurotic old mare. XDD But I LOVE her. <3 <3 Oh, and a pond with several fish...used to have loads, but meh, deaths happen. My favorite fish are left though. Dyson, named because of his ability to vacuum up frogs, (no, really..!) Nerf, named because I was dippy kid and Boof, for the reasons above. 14) Do you like flowers? Mmm,not really a fan. I like foliage in gardens, green and white colours. Also, I hate the smell of overly-perfumed flowers. I LOVE orchids, though! So delicate...and odourless! *___* I could fill a room with them happily. 15) What did you do today? Up at 7 for work. Grah. A whole day in the freezing cold at Avon Valley country farm with the kids....would've been a sweet deal if it weren't for the 'little darlings' playing up. Felt like I was talking to a brick wall for hours. Then came home and fell asleep, like the old granny I am. 16) What's your sign? Leo the lion. Rawr. Chinese sign is Dog. 17) Do you wear a lot of black? Mmm, yes, actually, but with an added splurge of colour. 18) Are you close to your family? Immeadiate family, yes. Any further than that, no, not really. I used to be really close to my grandparents on my dads' side till they died, and my other grandparents...well, I've grown really distant from them now that they've changed so much. I'm closer to my brother now than I ever was before though, even though he's now FURTHER away in distance than he's ever been. 19) Describe your hair? *grumble grumble grumble not happy with it grumble grumble* 20) Ever been arrested? No, dammit!! *Sulk* 21) Have you ever had a dream that you were killed in? No, my scary dreams were usually about being chased or hiding from things...usually aliens. o_0 22) Have you ever cried and started laughing out of nowhere? Definetly yes to the laughing bit. Oh, and the crying actually! But only once. XD 23) Do you have a tan? Pffft, no. ¬_¬ I don't tan. I'm so pale I'm nearly translucsent. 23) When was the last time you went to the mall? Monday. I bought a top for Luffy! 24) Are you wearing any jewelry? My thumbring, because I dont take it off when I sleep or else I forget to put it back on in the morning. Then my hand just feels WRONG. 25) Are you a sugar freak? No, I prefer savoury food. But I do loooove chocolate. 26) Do you like orange juice? It's alright...as long as there's no bits! D:< 27) What do you want to be when you grow up? A penguin. ...no really. When I was very young I wanted to be a penguin. Then when I relaised that humans can't metamorphose I decided I wanted to be a vet (like most young girls do). Then I wanted to be an artist. Now I just want a job that is a little less stressful. X_X 28) Can you count to ten in more than one language and what language? Yup. English, French, German, Italian and Japanese. 29) Do you miss someone? I miss my late grandparents. Especially my nan, as she was only a recent loss. I miss the person my nan Cheeseman USED to be. I miss several aspects of my Uni life, my friends being one of them, but it's not so strong anymore. ^_^ 30) Are you single? YES~! ^___^V 31) What are your plans for this week? The rest of the week will hopefully be spent on cosplays and then meeting up with friends on the weekend. Oh, and play more video games! Im SO out of practice! I finally got the FF12 soundtrack, and have been listening to it in bliss, so it prompted me to have a go on the game for the first time in aaaaages. I completed the game months ago, but the save data buggered up and I was set back to the goddamned Ruined City of Whatsitcalled. So, after months of not having played it (or ANYTHING on my PS2 for that matter) I figured I'd pick it up again and try to go get some Guardian Deities and stuff. .... ....T___T I was so lost. I just couldnt get my head around it all! I'd forgotten where I was, where I needed to be, what the hell i was supposed to do with the bloody lisences, who was best with what weapon, HOW TO ACTUALLY GODDAMN FIGHT and UGH the Gambits....I was so utterly FRUSTRATED at how I'd forgotten everything! Moral of the story; Don't take too long a break from your past addictions. Going cold turkey just bites you in the ass later. =A= (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:42 am	My Personality Neuroticism 71 Extraversion 38 Openness to Experience 77 Agreeableness 74 Conscientiousness 10 You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. People generally perceive you as distant and reserved, and you do not usually reach out to others. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives. Take a Personality Test now or view the full Personality Report. The best Buying Pet Gifts. ....That looks really bad, doesnt it? o___0;; I actually read the results thoroughly though, more in depth than the summary here, and it IS quite accurate. XD Oh dear! Hmm, as always I never update here when I should and therefor everything that I shouold write about has been, gone and well and truly in the past. The bad shit isnt worth mithering about, and the good shit will have been experienced with most of my friends/relatives/etc who are on here anyway, so I won't need to go into it. ^__< WAH cosplay is actually going...OKAY at the moment. I was looking forward to this spring break to actually get most of it done, as during term time I find it VERY hard to find the time to do anything other than work and then de-stress. XD Oh, and socialise! Socialising is a high priority on the free-time list, so cosplay and other such things such a s general household tasks get pushed back. ^__^;; But yeah, unfortunately it's not all gone to plan, what with our house being turned upside down right now, but I have managed to do SOME...in fact, more than I began to think I'd get done. Which is great. ^^ Had a couple of very loooong days working in the holiday club today and yesterday, so that leaves Friday and hopefully Saturday earmarked for more cosplay making before term starts again. *sigh* Where did THAT holiday go? o_0;; Progress report; *Firi (Lamento) - Costume 100% finished, except for his dagger. Ive started it but Im waiting for the materials I need to finish it off. Hehehehe....I have a tail. X3 *Lambo (Reborn) - Finished. I may buy som new shoes...or I may just not bother and just remember to totally protect my feet from blisters next time. ¬__¬;; How I managed a whole day in london wothout whinging more than I did I dont know. XD *Luffy (One Piece) - Have all the componets, just need to add trimmings, buttons etc. Should be a 10 min. job. ^__^V *Gokudera (Reborn) - I have MOST of the components, but will need to get dyeing, sewing and crafting pretty soon. o_0;; I altered the wig a little bit...its shorter than it was before, but Im a bit too scared to dye the bottom half two-tone. Think I'll just be anime version Gokkun for now, untill I grow the balls to experiment on my looovely, silky wig. ^_^;; *Akito/Agito (Air Gear) - I cheated with Akitos jacket and commissioned it, of course, to save time and effort on my behalf, but (Like iri) it came back too big for me. o_0 So i'll have to alter it before it's worn out. Havent started yet. Otherwise complete from previous year. *Lavi (D Gray Man) - Complete, of course. Added features are new eye patch that shouldnt gouge into my eye socket this time ( =_= ) and bunny ears! Rabby!Rabi, yay! Also going to cobble togethor a Setsuna (Gundam 00) no doubt, for groupage. Obviously, these arent ALL for Amecon. X3 It's bizarre...it feels like only a short time ago that we anime fans/cosplayers were forced to wait for just one or two events a year, but now there are so many opportunities to get kitted up! =O Wheras before the problem was shortening my cosplay wishlist to fit conventions, now I'm trying madly to find the time to make everything! Hmm, 1am and Im not tired...I guess it's because I flaked out on the sofa after I came home from work. x_x Wasnt wise really, but I couldnt help it. Guess I'll go watch latest episode of D Gray Man. (Hurry up and die already, Skin....¬__¬;; ) (Comment on this)
Monday, November 12th, 2007
12:09 am	I'm not feeling myself at the moment..though I guess I don't really know what that's supposed to feel like anyway. ^_^;; Lol. I found out today that one of my old teachers is terminally ill. It shocked me how upset I was, but thinking about it now, I guess it's no real suprise; It so happens that I know him as a person very well, due to the fact that my old school, before it was knocked down, had a real sense of 'family closeness' to it. What with my mum working there it meant that i knew many of the teachers on a more personal level. So when I found out that his cancer had returned and that he was given a maximum of 3 months, I was really cut up about it. Mortality seems to be the topic of the year so far. It may be that the news was a trigger, but I've been feeling pretty depressed recently. What annoys me the most is that it's over mainly one issue that I am aware is completely stupid, so it depresses me even more that I should be thinking about it. Social Life, or lack thereof. And I KNOW it's a dumb thing to angst over because I KNOW that it's all part of 'growing up' and all that patronising bollocks. I know very well that I should have 'grown up' years ago, but I still want to be able to have fun like everyone else does. Even if it's not 'having fun', then just being AROUND people other than my parents or the middle-aged women I work with is like a treat. It depresses me that every time I meet a new parent at work, they ask me about MY children. o_0 And then, the very second after, I get treated in EXACTLY the same way as my bosses teenage daughter. It's so confusing! I just dont know what I'm supposed to be! I dont know what I WANT to be...trying to map out my life is just impossible right now. I DONT want to be stuck in the job Im in for the rest of my life. But I dont know what else I would do. I dont know what I WANT to do. If I took the plunge and went for a career change, my already lacking social life would probably get even worse! I want to be able to go places with my friends! I want to go out of an evening! I know that sounds bratty and childish but there, I just want to get it off my chest, because it's not something I normally do. I don't 'do' emotions other than happy or excited, so now's my chance I guess. *Scratches head* But now I really DO sound like a kid......maaaaah, so confusing and annoying. *sigh~* Maybe I should ditch my facebook account, because places like that arent halping XD Lol! Seeing how everyone else posts witty comments to eachother and reading about what everyones been up to only makes me feel jealous, so the less I know the better, right? ^_< ...I think I've just worked out what it is with me. I've always been a 'late bloomer'. I HATE that phrase but I cant think of any other way of describing 'young for my age' without sounding like I have some mental condition. o_0;; Basically, school days were horrible. I really didnt have any friends to speak of. I skipped the 3 years of A levels and went on to 2 years at College, where I didnt really bond with anyone because whilst I was really intent on getting somewhere everyone else was sciving and using the course as an excuse not to get work. I went straight from College to University, bypassing any gap time and even the year foundation course you'd normally have to do, so I went into Uni young. I had JUST turned 18 the month before I started. So when I was in Uni, doing the 'student thing', I really just felt like a kid. looking back now I was SO immature, I really didnt experience student life for what it should have been. Then as soon as I left Uni I had to find a job right away, because I couldnt afford to do anything but. Now, at the stage of life I'm in, I finally feel like I should have done during university, only now it's too late. I can't blow my student loan on trips or days out because I dont have that resource any more (Even though it's still managed to put me over 11 thousand in debt). I can't join people for mid-week meet-ups or knees-ups because I don't have that free time. It's highly frustrating....but now that I've gotten it off my chest I feel a bit better I guess. This is unusual for me, ne? XD WANGST WANGST!!! LOL! On much lighter notes; XD D GRAY MAN, WAAAH~! The latest episode was truly awesome and I encourage all D Gray fans to watch it! It's like they upped the budget specifically for that episode...and rightly so! *Weeps for Suman and Allen* T__T Naruto has finally returned to Konoha, so YAY for the boring Sakura/Sasori fight having ended. ¬__¬;; And we get to see grown up Kiba (and Shika again...in BED KYAA!) so that makes me happy, not to mention, of course, SAI~! XD Oh, and I've been reminded of what a Star Wars fangirl I used to be (Or more specifically, a Wedge Antilles fangirl XD) thanks to the films being on TV and the lovely merchandise in FP. I may just have to find my collection of nerdy old X Wing comics and dust them down for a re-read. XD hehe. Don't worry folks, I'm not gonna turn into some dorky anorak. I'll still be as COOL and FUNKY as ever....*sniggers at the innapropriate descriptions* X3 (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 4th, 2007
12:25 am	London was fab! ^__^V Yet another BIIIIG~ thankyou to Donna for putting us up on her floor and everything in between. XD Having never been to an Expo before I really didnt know what to expect from it, and while there were aspects that I feel let it down somewhat, overall it was great and the atmosphere wasawesome. I reall liked the location, too...if only we had realsied before hand that so much goes on OUTSIDE the building, I doubt we wouldve spent so much time inside re-tracing our steps around the dealers stalls. XDD My sympathy to all those invoved in running it...it looked highly stressful but rest assured, you did a grand job. ^__^b Then there was Video Games Live, which was equally awesome...though I think we may have been a bit dissapointed at the recycled content. o_0;; Oh well. The Kingdom Hearts theme and One Winged Angel will always give me goosebumps of pleasure, no matter how often I hear them. =3 Haloween was pretty damn spiffy too. XD I aplolgise to SOC for the BAC invasion....^_^;; Still, I hope everyone had a good time and enjoyed eachothers company, because I CERTAINLY did!! *Hugs to all* ^_____^ I'm glad I worked on the Road Camelot cosplay a bit more too. Even with just a few changes I'm far happier with it now than I was at Amecon. Speaking of cosplay...because everyone seems to be doing it right now so who am i NOT to jmp on the bandwagon? XD PLANNED COSPLAYS! CERTAINTIES/NEAR-CERTAINTIES; *May - Guilty Gear *Road/Lavi - D Gray Man *Hikaru - Ouran High School Host Club *Luffy - One Piece (Been wanting to do him for years XD) *Akira - Lucky Star *Shishido - Prince Of Tennis (Hyoutei) *Edward - Fullmetal Alchemist HOPEFULLS; *Son Goku - Saiyuki (Will we ever get around to doing that group?) *Mayura - Pinky St. (More of a certainty, but I'm hedging my bets....) *????? - Phoenix Wright (I really want to be involved in the next PW group, but I'm not sure who to try out as yet. Ema Skye was a possibilty once...but now theres so much more choice o_0) *Larsa - Final Fantasy 12 (more of a dream, I think...) *Michael - Angel Sanctuary (ONE day! O_O ) *???? - Digimon (We SO need a Digimon group someday! I'm thinking I'd do either T.K or Izzy. Prodigious!! XD) *???? - Gurren Lagann (would be LEGENDARY..but I dont know who yet o_0 ) That really is too many, isn't it? T_T * (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 6th, 2007
8:21 pm	Damn, I dont use this place nearly enough. Last time I posted was early in the year, so I guess there's a lot of things to talk about. Work had been tiring me out, so the summer break was just awesome! ^__^ Not only was it a break from work, but there was also Amecon weekend and directly after that, Hong Kong! Amecon was brilliant fun, as usual, though the journey was one from HELL. We arrived 5 hours late due to derailments, cancelled trains, motorway accidents and slow coach rides, so we missed out on the group Naruto shoot that I was looking forward to....but it was beyond our control and couldnt be helped really. Oh, and we ended up missing the JPop party on Saturday which was a bummer. Next time, we gotta try harder to stick to timetables and get our arses in gear! XD YOSH~! *thumps palm* Thankyou to everyone who made my birthday so special! *Tears of joy* You're all so lovely~! T_T I really appreciated it! <3 <3 Hehe and I'm so glad that Donna managed to snag a photo of the 'Golden Pair'! ^_< SANKYUU~ Holly and Tracy, that just made my night! <3 Literally the day after Amecon Donna and myself were flying off to Hong Kong...we must be crazy! o_0;; We were SO jetlagged. XD Had a fantastic time though! Hong Kong is such an amazing place, yet I couldn't stand to live there. It was like Past and Future had collided with Present, in a really odd and surreal way. Certainly was an insight into how crap the UK is; every service they provide over there puts us to shame. Public transport was clean, efficiant and punctual. The cost of daily living was much cheaper. Fast food was NICE. O_O And so on. Needless to say we also bought loads of crap. XD It got to the stage whereby nearer the end of our time there we were almost FED UP of seeing little anime shops with their fakey keychains and so on. o_0 US! I mean, REALLY! We were SO lucky to have a nice check-in girl at HK airport too; I dont think anyone in Heathrow would have let us through with our combined 80+ KG OF LUGGAGE! XDDD *phew* I now have piles of books, figures, cards and whatnot on my bedroom floor. There simply just isnt room for it all. o_0;; Going back to work was quite the comedown. I mean, it's always depressing going back to work, isnt it? It seems to have been getting progressively more depressing for me though. ¬_¬ My attempts at seeking employment elsewhere (After a late-night realisation that I've lost my focus in life) have been mostly scuppered thanks to companies who cant even be bothered to write a rejection letter. *sighs* It's not that I'm THAT unhappy right now...it could be a lot worse. But...I'm making do. And that's it. Just making do. AH there was a punctuation of fun when Donna, Tracy, Holly, Rachel, Phil and myself went to see Avenue Q in the West End. That was hilarious, and I thoroughly reccomend it to anyone with an accepting sense of humour. XDD Family life has been stressful. My nan on my mothers side has always been an issue for us, but she's been getting worse and worse. My aunt and uncle, who live with and care for her, are on the verge of divorce thanks to her venomous attitude. *rolls eyes* My nan on my fathers side, who lives out in Clevedon, has never been any trouble. Far from it, she's been a constant rock for my parents and I and has always been a happy, caring soul. It's harsh to say so, but of all my grandparents, I've loved her the most for all my life. While we were in Hong Kong, she contracted Shingles and ended up in hospital. The Shingles was treatable and she managed to recover pretty well, so she was sent home but it turns out that she was sent home too early, as she was still very weak and could do nothing for herself. She was so tired from lack of sleep and so depressed at her lack of self reliance, that she tried to commit suicide. We called in on her to find a suicide note addressed to us, saying that she didnt want to be a burden to us. We found her having tried to take an overdose...but thankfully she hadnt yet taken that many. We took her to hospital where she was checked over and sent back home again. For a good week or so she tried several times to take her own life, most of which involved us geting phonecalls in the early hours of the morning and ending up driving back and forth between Clevedon and Bristol Royal Infirmiry before sunrise. we were all extremely tired and stressed. My nan managed to get emergency respite care and was admitted to a nursing home, where she started to get her strength back as well as her normal sound resolve. She was feeling SO much better! Then she had a massive stroke, out of the blue, which put her back in hospital. It was so massive that the doctors decided that all they could do was to keep her comfortable instead of try to improve her. We were by her bedside at 7.05 in the morning on Sunday 23rd when she died. It's an odd thing. Never in my life had I ever seen my dad cry before, and I mean really break down. It was the most distressing thing I've ever seen. My nans' funeral was on Tuesday, so I've been a bit all over the place recently. Sorry to anyone who I've not been in touch with when i should have! It's just been so wierd around here. Gonna be cool in 3 weeks time though! Not only is it half term but it'll also be the BACs' first time to the London Expo! Then immediately after that there's the Video Games Live performance! So exciting. =3 So, time off work + trip to London + Expo + VGL = LOTS of things to look forward to. *nod nod* I know I say every time that I'll try to update more often but....who am I kidding. Watch this space in a few more months! XD (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 30th, 2007
7:22 pm	BACK! =D Well crap..it's been SUCH a long time since I last posted here that I've got just WAY too much to update really. I'm back from Hong Kong!!!!!!!111one Uh, yeah...for those of you who didnt know I was going (because of aforementioned lack of posting) ....um.....well yeah. I was in Hong Kong. XDD It was pretty awesome, but I'm not gonna gush about everything Ive seen and done here becuase Im just too damn tired/lazy. X3 Basically, had a fab time, the city is amazing (ridiculously wasteful though!) and even got a bit of culture in around bouts of frantic shopping. Yes, I have bought 'stuff' Lots and LOTS of stuff. Donna and I had to buy extra luggage. o_0;; I got addicted to the D Gray Man trading cards....and I still want more~! If anyone out there is going to HK let me know and I'll force wads of cash into your hands with a map to the card shop!! ^__<V Literally the day before we left for HK, we were in Amecon! Whooo~! That was ALSO pretty awesome, but I still regret not actally DOING much! XDD *laughs* It's a great opportunity to hang around in cosplay though, which I must admit, I enjoy the most. Oh, and I used my birthday money to buy two LOVELY LOVELY LOVELY Lamento figurines. YAY for ultra-hot yaoi catboys! X3 Wish I could actually play the damn game though, instead of just looking at the pretty pictures....T_T Speaking of birthday, a big thanks to everyone who made it special with their lovelyness and generosity. *hugs to all* ^______^ <3 *drunken slur* I LOVE YOU GUUUUYS~~~~hic. There are presents for all of you on Sunday. ^_< So yeah, the small amount of photos I've taken will go up on Facebook soon, of both Ame and HK, but really Ive been relying on others when it comes to 'making memories'. Hehe. Ah well. Well, that's the abridged version of whats been going down lately. Term starts again next Monday so I got to try and get over all this fun stuff so I dont feel to depressed when I go back to work. *deep sigh* If only every day was a holiday~ OH PS. Monkey Oishi is now happy as he has a Kitty Eiji to snuggle up with! *Cuddles plushies* <3 Current Mood: cheerful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 23rd, 2007
11:52 pm	Groo. X_X The past few weeks have been...gruelling. o__0;; Work has been tiring for one thing, then the nursary had a suprise visit from the dreaded OFFSTED inspector. >__< Anyone whos worked in education or with children generally will know how bloody stressful this is. Anyway, i got through that in one piece, just about, and thankfully we got a VERY good review out of it. ^__^ *Puffs up* So everyone is very proud! Then I got ill. >_< Now when i say ill, I've really been suffering from one thing after the other since long before Christmas. Its been like a continual string of colds/tummy bugs etc but it's never hampered my ability to work THAT much. Last week I got the flu. Bummer. That was horrible enough, in that my symptoms were so bad that even my DAD (unflappable) was worried it could be menegitis. o_0 And THEN, as though I wasnt feeling crappy enough, I got Tonsilitis (bad spelling I know). That was AWFUL. My throat actually closed over so I couldnt swallow at ALL! It was SO painful that during nights and nights of NO SLEEP at all I jst wanted to curl up and dissapear, you know? And THEN! THEN, because I had been to the docors (Luckilly! Getting an appointment is migh on impossible unless youre at deaths door!) I had been prescribed penicillin to take along with painkillers, which worked wonders....untill I started getting sick. I had the most unbearable stomach cramps and sickness, so much so that 4 o clock on Thursday morning I ended up in Frenchay hopital! T_T I was told that the painkillers and penicillin had eaten away at my stomach lining and I should stop taking them all immeadiatly, plus was given some DIFFERANT drugs to help my stomach. So by that time, thankfully, my flu was much better, and the drugs helped my stomach, but because I wasnt taking the penicillin my tonsillitis came back! o_0 So I had to start taking them AGAIN...gah. It was a pain. Literally. Missed a whole week of work, which ive never done before. I dont get sick pay, of course. ¬_¬ Been back to work this week as normal (Hectic as ever) but i still feel a bit tender. The amount of people who've said that I look as though i lost weight was suprising though. o_0 I mean, I hadnt noticed a change, but maybe thats because I see myself all the time. Anyway, it shouldnt come as a big suprise really, because during that one week I lost nearly a stone in weight. Thats what comes of eating NOTHING AT ALL. Good diet plan, ne? ¬_¬;;; Anyway, despite the tenderness I'm feeling a lot better and much more genki. ^_^ Just as well, too, as my day today was longer than ever; I'm SO tired tonight. ^_^;;; Looking forward to my next paycheck though. I'll be getting a BONUS! =D My first ever!! *Excited* In other news. X3 I've done nothing more for my cosplays. I havent had the time, health or 'ingredients'. ^_^;; I'm desperately trying to find a suitable tartan fabric for Lysergs' cloak, and its quite a challenge. o_0 Still, theres plenty of time for all that. I've actually really gotten into D Gray Man. Shame that its taken 20+ episodes to get me thoroughly hooked, but it IS getting good now. XD Previously I had been watching it purely for the characters (Waaai, Allen! XD So adorable. And LAVI!!! *__* <3 ) but now there are some interesting factors in the story that have kept me entertained. *nods* Its cool. ^_^ OH my gosh, the latest Naruto manga chapters have been pretty damn good! REALLY progressing the story in leps and bounds! And YAY for a yaoi moment! A REAL, NON FAN-MADE yaoi moment! XDD LMAO! Admittedly, it was an Orioke no jutsu, but even so! Hell, yeah!! <3 Sasuke x Sai? Crack pairing, wow! XDD Aww, Deidara in the anime! He's such a sweetie! X3 Much love to him. *Is reading the D Gray Man manga now* hehe, it's even better than the anime. X3 Hmm, my dad seems to have become addicted to Google Earth. o_0 I can still hear his compy on up in the roof! *looks to clock* >_> I'm going to bed now..... X_X Current Mood: drained (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 17th, 2007
8:51 pm	Going to London on Tuesday 20th. ^__^ Which is GREAt, yay!!! But you know what's pissing me off right now? I've only just discovered that there will be an official launch of FFXII in HMV Oxford Street, where they'll have cosplay competitions, signings and free gifts.....ON FRIDAY 23rd!!! >__< GAH! My tickets all booked now, and all. Damn my bad timing....! If I had known about it, like, WAY in advanve then I really wouldve been tempted to make a cosplay....I'd love to do Larsa! <3 I think I could pull that off, just. XD Or a moogle! I could DEFO pull that off. XDDD Anyway. *sighs* no use dwelling on the subject, I guess. No free moogle plushie or soundtrack for me...T__T Even though I WILL be a devoted loyal fan and buy the game as soon as it comes out anyway. It'll just have to be without yummy gifts. T__T OMG SHIPPUDEN! I finally managed to watch the first episode of the new Naruto, and WAII it did not dissapoint! (Although what's with the keyword thang they kept coming up with? And why the hell were Naruto and Sakura talking to their younger selves?? XD) When I heard that they'd be skipping the Kakashi Gaiden story arc and going straight into the timeskip, I was kinda dissapointed that we'd be missing out on the opportunity of seeing animated Yondaime...but at least he made a brief, split second appearence in the first ep. anyway. ^__< <3 *Huggles Yondy plush* Oh...and; SHIKAMARUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~!! <3 <3 <3 *Fangirlish overuse of the CAPS key* YAY it's half term! You have NO idea how much I need this week off. Really. O__O;;; I guess I shoukd start looking for a new job...^__^;;; Eh heh heh....hah. ¬_¬ I'm trying to get my cosplays for Ame sorted out early this year, instead of it always boiling down to the last minute rush that usually happens. I'm sure I'll have that anyway, but not to such a great extent. *nods* Thankfully, I'll be either re-using most of my costumes or making new, easy ones. XD Nothing too complicated for me thid year! Though like I said, a FFXII costume would be WONDERFUL. *__* Hmm....... Wig buying on eBay is a hit and miss adventure, I've discovered. I have, several times, purchased some good, high quality wigs for really good prices! The blue spiky wig that came today was not so good....and oddly enough cost me more than any other wig Ive bought. o_0 Bummer. ¬_¬ Still, beggers cant be choosers, so it'll have to do. Also, I can't BELIVE how hard it is to find a simple navy blue short skirt with pleats. o_0 I guess I'll have to wait til nearer the summer. Blah blah blah boring updates. XD Sorry!! *shuts up* (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 13th, 2007
6:32 pm	MEME. Swiped from...uh, I dunno, a random webpage I think. ^_^;; ANYWAY! Seems like quite a cute one. Anyway, take part if you're as bored as I am right now. XD Give me a fandom (or a few) you know I know of and I'll tell you exactly what I think of: 1. The first character I fell in love with 2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now 3. The character everyone else loves that I don't 4. The character I love that everyone else hates 5. The character I used to love but don't any longer 6. The character I used to dislike but don't any longer 7. The character I would 'whoo whoo <3' with anytime 8. The character I'd want to be like 9. The character I'd slap 10. A pairing that I love 11. A pairing that I despise (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 30th, 2006
12:57 pm	Crappity... Well, not wanting to sound all doom and gloom but my yuletide went from boring and irritating to downright unfair. ^_^;; With all the boring television, family problems and bad luck with heating etc ¬_¬ I had really been looking forward to my trip to London that I had booked for Thursday. Despite it still being bitter cold in the house, everything was fine, right up till Wednesday night, where I was so violently sick that I mangade to wake up not only my mum, but my dad aswell, which is quite a feat. The following morning I threw up a further 3 times, so subsequently, couldnt go to London. I was really upset about it, so I phoned up the National Rail Services hotline (Which is based in an Indian callcentre...go figure. ¬_¬ ) to ask if I could change my ticket times for Friday instead. The guy on the phone said yeah, thats fine, but I have to actually go to the station to change it. Which I COULDNT do because, hello, if I was too ill to travel, how the hell was I going to be able to get to the train station? >_< Anyway, I was a bit beter by Friday but not well enough to go all the way to london, so i went to the train station to ask if I can change my ticket for either Saturday or Monday, and the lady gave me a 'look' and basically told me to fuck off. Apparantly, it wouldve been okay if I had gone to pick up the tickets yestrerday, but now it was too late. >_< Grah, that's 36 quid down the drain. Just what I need at this time of year. ¬_¬ Donna, I'm SO sorry that I've messed you around. T_T Looks like I'll be posting your xmas pressies to you. But I WILL come over to London some time, it just wont be as soon as Id hoped, seeing as school term starts again on Wednesday. Back to work for me! ^_^;; Man, it's been pretty crappy for me, but i know that there are always people who are FAR worse off, so i shouldnt be whinging about such trivial things. ^__^ The good news is that right now, I'm feeling quite a lot better, so it's looking good for News Years Eve! *fingers crossed* It would TOTALLY suck if I missed out on that too, seeing as Ive had very little otherwise to look forward to. ^__^;; Hehe...Totoro's eating me feet!!!! X3 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 27th, 2006
1:27 am	It's nearly all over ^_^;; *Rubs forehead* >__< Oy oy oy. My present shopping this year has been awful, but come Christmas morning I was feeling a lot better about it. I dished out my gifts and they seemed to be genuinely well recieved. Although I wasn't expecting anything from them, my parents bought me Green Wing series 1&2 on DVD and some of my fave choccy. My brother and his girlfriend got me a pair of Totoro slippers, which are adorable. X3 Then the boiler exploded. o_0 Water started coming out of the gas fire and completely soaked all the presents near it, including the QI book that I bought my dad. Most of it was salvagable, but my choccies had to go in the bin. >_< A phonecall to the gas company later, and we were told that it wasn't enough of an emergency to call someone out on Christmas day, so we have to wait till Friday for it to be fixed. Needless to say, without heating or hot water, the house is FREEZING. o_0 I'm sat here in bed right now wearing long fleecy pyjamas, knee high socks and a jumper. *shiver* X_X It's not comfortable to sleep in, but it keeps much of the chill out. ^_^;; Boxing Day is always crap, isn't it? XD Today has been LITERALLY mind-numbingly boring. Literally as in, I've been so bored it gave me a headache. And why do we always feel the need to stuff out faces with food? All I've been doing all day is eating, even when I haven't been at all hungry! Man, it's gonna take me all of next year to try and lose a bit of weight, I'm sure. o_0 And I don't wanna be fat for cosplay in August.....I'll have to diet in the new year, or soemthing. X3 Tomorrow will probably be yet another day of nothing, but hopefully I'l be able to set the PS2 back up (It SO nearly fell victim to the burst boiler! o_0 ) so I can play a bit nore on FFXII. Dammit, I keep getting squashed by these two bastard Judges. ¬__¬ I have a nasty feeling I'm gonna have to go back to a previous save point and start again from back there, just so I can level up a bit more and buy some more goddamn phoenix downs. >_< Oh, and maybe earn enough gil to actually buy some decent weapons; it feels like I'm trying to attack these enemies with sticks and peashooters. ¬__¬ Goddamn game. ... ... ... Hehehehe, although, said goddamn game has some uber hotties strutting around. XD Vaan has a decidedly sexy swagger (Running's no fun...I make him WALK everywhere ^_< )Larsa is adorable (and a blatant fruit!) Basch and Vassler are both very hot in a rugged, soldiery way and Balthier......*__* *Swoons* Well, I think most people by now have already been subjected to my fangirling, but I'll add some here for good coverage. XD *SQUEEE BALTHIER!!!* <3 <3 Thank God for leather trousers and awkward camera angles. XDD Hope everyone got everything they wanted out of this Christmas period. Love to all! <3 (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 25th, 2006
12:24 am	Ho Bloody Ho X3 Hmm, well it's gone midnight, so I guess that means it's officially Christmas Day. ^_^;; MERRY XMAS! *sighs* Though to be honest I don't REALLY echo the sentiment. Tonight I'm feeling really bad, not health-wise, but bad in that I'm totally not satisfied with the gifts Ive gotten. I know that must seem really stupid, but I feel SO inadequate! o_0 Like, today in town I happened to spot quite a few things that I WISH I had bought instead of the crap that I'll end up dishing out tomorrow. Well, I say that...it's NOT crap, none of it. I've spent a pretty hefty sum of cash this year and I really DID try hard to get thoughtful presents, but what little I have to show for it is, or rather are, quite dull and boring. T_T *sighs again* I may buy my family extra gifts after xmas, just to make up for it, even though I know they'll say 'ooh, dont bother'. If not for them, then I think it may make ME feel better at least. ^_^;; Just...I dunno, I'm just so down about it. I've already been wearing my xmas present today, so I'm not expecting any gifts tomorow from my parents, though my brother and his girlfriend seem very excited about their gift to me. o_0 Yet another reason why Im feeling paranoid about my own presents. Ah well...^_^;; Why the hell am I babbling on about this crap right now? I'll find out how it all goes tomorrow! That is, BEFORE we have to go to my cousins for Xmas Dinner where, as usual, she'll starve us for hours whilst I have to babysit her kids then be expected to do all the washing up. ¬_¬ GAH! Current Mood: discontent (Comment on this)
Monday, November 20th, 2006
10:46 pm	Haah, judenkanyou. I've been tagged!^w^ Thanks guys, for preventing me being tagged as Gakuto! XD *Smacks the prissy bitch* I mean, I know that Eiji can be bitchy too, but GAKUTO...!! *weeps* T__T Children in Need was as crap as usual *Ducks gunshots* I know I shouldnt bad mouth such a long-standing TV tradition, and they DO do good work for charity but Dear GOD plaese make it more entertaining to watch. I gave up after about 10 minutes! ^_^;; I spent that whole day dressed as a pirate to raise funds on behalf of Busy Bees Nursary. I had inteded to go straight home after my shift and change, but ended up being called into School Out After School Club to cover, so felt like a bit of a plonker for the rest of the evening as I was walking around school looking less like Jack Sparrow and more like Mr. Smee. ¬_¬ *sighs* My mind is full of clutter right now. Right at the front is the main issue; to apply for a PGCE or not. It's something I had thought about a long time ago, and due to a series of recent events it's something that I, or moreso my PARENTS, have come back to. I really dont know what to do. I dont feel at all cofident in my own abilities, afterall. It could be the best move I ever make, or it could all end in disaster and more debt. @_@ *Mind boggles* Yay, I've aquired 5 new Pinkys, of the super-rare variety. And best of all, I got them for a song! Clearly, the eBay vendor had NO IDEA what he was selling! X3 I plan to keep 3 of them then sell the other 2 on, hopefully at a decent profit. A bit more pocket money wouldnt gp amiss, especially with our London trip coming up this weekend. KYAA I cant WAIT! Video Games Live, here we come! It's so tempting to cosplay, but I'll resist being so overly dorky. ^_< Maybe I'll just try to find a 'fitting' hat or something instead! XD (Tracy, Rachel and Phil, I dunno about you, but I was deadly serious about the whole Mario thing! LOL! ) XDD (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 9th, 2006
10:26 pm	Warning; Loud fangirling ahead. OMG! Naruto chapter 330!!!! O__O *squeals* Konohamaru looks like hes finally grown up! Naruto....has never looked BISHIER! *__* (Yondaime clone or what?) And....Shikamaru..... ..... ..... ....*melts* WHY SHIKA? Why does doing such a stupid thing look so damn smexy?? X__X Fangirling quota for today complete. -_- (3 Comments |Comment on this)